My family is pissing me off to the point where I'm so ready to move and not be around them anymore. At this point my mom has become the cool one (right after my brother) and I f-ing love her right now.
Yesterday: We have like 4 gallon sized bottles of Margarita mixer in the cabinet. I'm thinking to myself, why are we not using these. I asked my mom to pick up the tequila after work but she didn't know what to get so my brother bought it. After we're all done cooking and we're just chilling outside, I go in the house and make a batch of the Margaritas. Of course I pour myself a cup. I'm 5 months away from my 21st, I already drink while I'm at school, and my mother was sitting right next to me and she didn't even say anything. She lets me get away with a little here and there, like wine coolers and stuff.
We ran out from the first mix so I go inside and make another with less alcohol and more ice. This time when I go outside, my aunt has to express her opinion. "I hope you're not drinking... You're on medication... blah blah blah." First of all I'm sick and tired of people always reminding me that I'm sick.Trust me, I fucking know so let me enjoy my life for however much longer I have it. I've been on medication all my life and I've been drinking pretty often for the past two years so if I ain't dead yet, one Margarita isn't going to do it. Secondly, she brought up my dead cousin into the conversation. Do you want me slip back into a depression? Do you want me to kill myself because I can make it happen? So fucking uncalled for. Besides the family never revealed how he died, everyone's just been speculating so shut the fuck up. Finally, you think I don't know about alcohol and drug interaction. You think I'm fucking stupid? If I'm willing to accept those risks, that's my fucking problem not yours. Mind your own fucking business. Who are you to say something to me? You're not my mother! Besides, I went to another BBQ later that evening and enjoyed some Coke and Henny
Today: Wake up and my fucking father is here. I don't like this guy, he annoys me and now he's hanging around more and more. Why? So I go back to sleep and pray that he leaves before I wake up cause I don't want to deal with him.
My friend calls me at 9 o'clock. I'm like "Wtf?" and I don't answer cause I was still sleeping. Since the call woke me from my deep sleep I kind of just laid in my bed and listened to see if my father was still here. I didn't hear his voice so I got up to pee. Lo and behold his ass was still here. So after I use the bathroom I come back in my room, pick up my phone, and call my friend back because I knew if she was calling me it was because she wanted to go out and do something. If I had plans, then I don't have to stay here with the asshole all day. We decide to go to the movies. After I get off the phone with her, my mom was leaving for work so I went to say bye (my father was leaving at the same time too, thank God). My mom asks me if I'm going anywhere today and I say yeah, I'm going to the movies. Here goes my father, "So if she didn't ask, you weren't going to tell her you're going out." I'm just like, pause. This is the understanding that my mother and I have, why the fuck are you interjecting your two cents? I would have told her regardless of whether she asked or not so shut the fuck up.
Why is everyone suddenly trying to run my life? College isn't just class, food, and sleep. I have been taking care of myself for two years now. There are some social skills that I have learned. I do have a brain so to put in a way that you guys can understand.
Shut the fuck up and mind your own damn business!
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